An ode to my bracelets

Semi sweet chocolate dreams

Inspiration at a glance

Take the Disturbed

make them treasure

but leave All that Remains

and Live in Love

for you are only Half Doomed

or So I Thought

"gorgeous"

Lets take it all

subtract the some

to get perfect figures

dancing on the jewelry boxes

can't stop until the spinning stops

Can't stop the movement of the graceful dancer

towards the life of knives and drugs

by the slipper or the forcing mother

who fulfills her nightmares in her child

trust the slipper

with all your might

they take you

slowly strip your innocence

filling it with knives and drugs

to make the slipper fit

Put on all the makeup

a mask to hide their fear

their guilt

their knives and drugs

cover it all up

"what a real dancer"

they all say

"gorgeous"

Tick tock

Ticking with all her might

eyes to the floor

shoulders slumped

shuffled feet

she wants to explode

she thinks too much

solves equations as she walks

conversations in her head

no one ever talks to her

forgets all she sees

no one thinks she exists

they all just let her pass

like a ghost

tick tock is all she knows.

People

Old friends reappear

like daytime shadows

saying lies

that make perfect sense

smiling

laughing

as if its all ok

but i know the truth

you are my demons

that want to devour me

but i wont listen to ur lies

even though my heart may be gone

i want to be free

even tho i never will

Questions

Complex questions

simple answers

dried mascara

stained on pale while soft cheeks

with simple answers

comes more questions

to slay a life

by each passing pill

one more

to salvation.

Deception

Lost in time

forever lost

no love

no home

broken hearted

dripping blood

fancy scarlet

to concrete ashes

deception

depression

leads to deeper scars

forever engraved

in soft flesh

never to become

normal again.

todaii i thought.....when the colored moon appears....where did my puppy go....becuz i love that puppy so...

Days

another day
another forced smile
another laugh
just like anyother day.

Thoughts for todaii

If I fall into your arms, would you hold me and never let go.

Thoughts

if i told you i couldnt love u anymore, would you still love me? But yet, did u ever love me to begin with. Did you ever fathom that i always loved you? Of course not, because we are human. There is no chance, only inevitability. We all were supposed to meet, supposed to die, supposed to love, and supposed to be who we are. Don't hide who u truly are. But even after all we have been through, do u love me?

Scarlet

Silent drops of gracious scarlet,
caress the linoleum tiles.
Turning the soft white,
into harsh scarlet.
My tears glisten,
like silk dances in the sun.
As I close my bloodshot eyes,
I see my wounded arm ache for more.
Asking for more silent scarlet,
to grace the white floor.

Todaiis thoughts

take me....take all of me...i dont want myself anymore..i ruin everything around me...and its never gonna stop...so just take my away so i dont ruin anything else..cuz my heart is gone...and is never gonna return...cuz i gave it away to ppl i cared about...so they could find love and be happy...and if ur still not happy..ill give u my happiness too...i dont need it anymore anyway...theres no reason for me to be happy

Three words

Curseless truths in breatheless beings
only tears consume me now
inhaling in hate
exhaling my love
for it will never disappear
for my heart lies in shards
destroyed by your hate
that could all be healed
by three simple words
that no one will ever mean

Welcome....

Hello anyone....anyone out there who cares....welcome to my poetry and thoughts blog...i know i will prolly be like the other 50million blogs and have only 2-10 lookers a year....but its ok....i just want people to be able to read poetry and maybe see how some people think...thats what i beleive poetry really is...its a way people write down thoughts...now my poetry doesnt usually rhyme or anything...some are short..and some are long....so ill put em up for ur entertainment...so please enjoy. I will try to put stuff up every week.