Wash off the staining makeup.
Take off those tight clothes.
Cry the tears to start a thousand rivers.
Take off that fake smile.
Cause I know it doesnt belong.
I feel the bullet coming
it wont take long.
Cause I know i cant be me unless your around.
You know the straight facts.
I know I dont deserve your smile.
I know i never did.
But I wish you could feel what I feel.

Something i thought of

Lost but not found.

I cross the seas to wait for you.

Skipping down the ocean's path,

to find the one I love at last.

Gleaming sparkles across fields of blue.

Take me home,

take me home.

The one I love is waiting for me there.

To hold me in his arms.

And take me to the seas again.

An ode to my bracelets

Semi sweet chocolate dreams

Inspiration at a glance

Take the Disturbed

make them treasure

but leave All that Remains

and Live in Love

for you are only Half Doomed

or So I Thought

"gorgeous"

Lets take it all

subtract the some

to get perfect figures

dancing on the jewelry boxes

can't stop until the spinning stops

Can't stop the movement of the graceful dancer

towards the life of knives and drugs

by the slipper or the forcing mother

who fulfills her nightmares in her child

trust the slipper

with all your might

they take you

slowly strip your innocence

filling it with knives and drugs

to make the slipper fit

Put on all the makeup

a mask to hide their fear

their guilt

their knives and drugs

cover it all up

"what a real dancer"

they all say

"gorgeous"

Tick tock

Ticking with all her might

eyes to the floor

shoulders slumped

shuffled feet

she wants to explode

she thinks too much

solves equations as she walks

conversations in her head

no one ever talks to her

forgets all she sees

no one thinks she exists

they all just let her pass

like a ghost

tick tock is all she knows.

People

Old friends reappear

like daytime shadows

saying lies

that make perfect sense

smiling

laughing

as if its all ok

but i know the truth

you are my demons

that want to devour me

but i wont listen to ur lies

even though my heart may be gone

i want to be free

even tho i never will

Questions

Complex questions

simple answers

dried mascara

stained on pale while soft cheeks

with simple answers

comes more questions

to slay a life

by each passing pill

one more

to salvation.